its been a while since the last time i posted here at my blog.. so much things had happened to me.. some are good and some are bad... but bad things that happened brought me a lesson that i could use in my daily life.. worth the wait.. i finally had forgetten my highschool love.. i sang at our schools program.. i had a fight with one of my classmates that caused my prof to get angry at me,... BUT... he had forgiven me.. lesson learned... i must choose my friends... because my classmate back stabbed me.. i had this problem occuring in my system right now.. i want a new phone.. nokia n5610 xpress music... and i want it badly.. but i cant ask my mom to buy me one.. and i dont know what to say in order for her to buy me one.. for me.. it wasnt enough being a good daughter, going home early or not having any failing grades and most of all being top 3... like i was saying.. she was lucky to have me as her daughter.. i wasnt quite lucky to have her as my mother.. i cannot understand why is she doing that to me.. sometimes it let me think that my mother is being thrifty to me while being generous to other poeple.. that was sad though.. but that's ok.. that was her problem anyway not mine... but still.. i want to have that phone.. i was happy about the unpopularity of my blog because i can say everything i want here without the fear of someone might read it.. hehehe... that's funny.. really.. well.. its the start of my vacation and i'm enjoying it.. till the next chapter of my life.. | 
